Forgetting your hearts
Returning to that which unravels
Spiraling downward into the abyss
We find that which is whole
And wrong
And damaged
And yet free
For life breaths into us that which we consume
We breathe
In
Out
Choking
Wrong
Sick
Light
Dark
Pain
Lack of forgiveness
And dark beauty so tremendous it lights the sky on fire with its wings
Be gone now
Be healed
My precious child of old

Choosing
Depth over solidarity
Finding
Purpose within the questions that nobody will answer
Living
Inside the mind of a killing machine
Focused
On being true to existence
Slaying
The very heart of Truth
Being
A part of every experience until it screams mercy
This
Is
This
Was
This
Will be
Your Truth until it bleeds
And all life surrounds you like clouds filled with dark rain
Promised to no one but darkness that eats hearts like candy
Goodness finds no one
Before mercy finds light
And before the dawn, the sun shines with terror within a hollow space
Time has no witness for the one who seeks to honor a victim
Without whom life can betray

Buying time
Changing sleeves
Wishing wells
Playing with thieves
These are the times we choose to live alone

Never are two hearts in the same rhythm

Made and destroyed

Parts beyond repair

Dying to be within reach

Aching to deny each fragment of belief

For these small things make hearts trust in darkness

A whole state of being

Beyond which eternity is a timeless clock of reason